[Jul 17th, 12:50pm] How come my whole world is nothing to you? Why is it, that the thing that means more to me than anything possible, is so hard for you to see? There's nothing I can do. You're his friend now. you defend him like you used to defend me. you agree with him like you used to agree with me. you laugh, joke, and get along. like you used to do with me. Please tell me that I'm not alone feeling like this. was it all just an allusion, or were we closer than anyone before? I know i'm not making this up, it wasn't a dream. it was real, day after day. I have never hated anything more, than I hate change right now. I'm alone & I feel hopeless. post comment · edit entry · add to memories

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